.This Is How Feeling Feels.

This Is How Feeling Feels

By:Marie Castiano

-I wondered for so long, how could this be so wrong?

I was an innocent sinner,

to only me I was the winner.

-If I confessed it, would you accept it?

If I made you devour each word of mine,

how bad would the taste really be?

-For how long would you hate me?

For how long would I have to make it up to you?

-What if for once I were to say no,

would you turn away from me in resilience?

Wat if I told you that I didn't want to feel the same anymore?

-If for one time I cry, would you stick by my side?

Would you whisper your sweet nothings?

Or would you make me feel like nothing?

-You always though it was easy,

But it never was,

It was the hardest thing I have ever done,

and it made me sad.

-You could not feel my pain,

you could not feel my torment,

you could not see that all my sanity was gone.

-I felt like I couldn't live,

I felt like I couldn't breathe,

You saved me, But you killed me at the same time.

-I did it because, I let you,

I let you, because I wanted to,

I can't hold back because,

There Isn't anything to hold.

-As stupid as I may be,

As slow as you make me feel,

I'm gonna let you know,

Just this once,

Just How Feeling Feels...

By: Marie Castiano