Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Evidence-The Far Left Video From [The Layover EP]

..The Far Left Video, With The Alchemist, Fashawn & Evidence...I Love The Concept For This Video, ALC Is A Beast On This Track!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

3 Evidence Videos

Mr. Slow Flow


Chase The Clouds Away

Solitary Confinement




Sunday, February 14, 2010

.This Is How Feeling Feels.

This Is How Feeling Feels
By:Marie Castiano

-I wondered for so long, how could this be so wrong?
I was an innocent sinner,
to only me I was the winner.

-If I confessed it, would you accept it?
If I made you devour each word of mine,
how bad would the taste really be?

-For how long would you hate me?
For how long would I have to make it up to you?

-What if for once I were to say no,
would you turn away from me in resilience?
Wat if I told you that I didn't want to feel the same anymore?

-If for one time I cry, would you stick by my side?
Would you whisper your sweet nothings?
Or would you make me feel like nothing?

-You always though it was easy,
But it never was,
It was the hardest thing I have ever done,
and it made me sad.

-You could not feel my pain,
you could not feel my torment,
you could not see that all my sanity was gone.

-I felt like I couldn't live,
I felt like I couldn't breathe,
You saved me, But you killed me at the same time.

-I did it because, I let you,
I let you, because I wanted to,
I can't hold back because,
There Isn't anything to hold.

-As stupid as I may be,
As slow as you make me feel,
I'm gonna let you know,
Just this once,

Just How Feeling Feels...

By: Marie Castiano


I Am By: Marie Castiano

I AM
By: Marie Castiano

.I am the child of motivation.
I am the daughter of inspiration,
I am the cousin of different,
I am the sister of unique,
I am the niece of bitter
And the grand-daughter of sweet,
I'm just too weird for you to know me.

I am uncategorized under all other circumstances,
I am up and down at the same time.
I am day and night at dusk or at dawn.
I am clouds and sky,
I am speed and I am time,
I write my own songs and do my own crimes.

I speak but I am silent,
I let them beat me, but i still fight it,
I may speak sweetly, but it sounds so violent.
I am in, but I am out,
I'm not around, I'm round about.

I am lame,
I'm a loser,
I'm a geek,
I'm a dork,
I'm a nerd,
I'm intelligent,
I speak from my soul.

I let them all know,
but they don't know a thing,
I make it look like it has meaning,
but it doesn't mean a thing.

I just AM.

By:Marie Castiano

Friday, February 12, 2010

.You'll Never Know Me. By: Marie Castiano

You'll Never Know Me
By:Marie Castiano


I wish that I could disappear from this Earth,
I've been wanting this since the day of my birth,
Or at least I wish that I could bring the tyrant down,
have the satisfaction of seeing him fall,
push him up against the wall.


See his tears fall to the floor,
one every year, one for every time I wished that
I wasn't even here.
I've had these feelings from the very beginning.
It lurked in my soul, it made my heart cold.


I no longer feel love,
I no longer feel shame,
I no longer feel feeling or nothing but pain.
I carried this in my mind, until it started eating at me.


All I could think about was,
when will it end,
when will this useless existence bring peace to my friend.
I talk about myself because I felt like,
no one was there, I felt like,
there was never anyone that gave their hand to share.


So why would I care,
If u ever look at me again,
If I ever smile again,
I promise you it'll rain up my friend,
If u ever hear laughter it didnt come from me,
because all you will hear when you're around me,
is that deep subtle sigh of grief.


I carve this in stone,
so you'll always know what I brought to you here.
I no longer feel fear,
I no longer feel remorse,
I no longer have the joy that God blessed you with.


But I know that one day you'll see me look up
and it'll be the end of it.

You'll no longer see me,

You'll no longer feel me,

You'll no longer have to deal with these cold painful words of misery,

You'll never know me.

By:Marie Castiano

Thursday, February 11, 2010

.Still Call It Vengeance.

I Still Call It Vengeance..
By: Marie Castiano

1 score year ago, a humble, gullible,
forgiving soul became lost in her own jungle,
who would've known.
No one noticed when she disappeared,
all they knew was that a presence was missing from here,
they knew not who, they knew not she,
forever ago they wondered who could it be?

It lingered in their brains,
it made them go insane.
The little girl grown decided to come back again.
She said hello to the pain, hello to the men,
hello to the suffering, hello once again.
Goodbye to this world, goodbye forever more,
good-bye to the child who ruled in this war.
The faces that had forgotten her, looked her in her eyes
Not knowing who she was, she started to cry.
A smile grew on her face,
at the beginning of this race,
she realized she was the winner because someone had taken her place.
As she turned around there was no more frown,
and she walked unto Zion, wearing her own crown.
By:Marie Castiano 08'