I can’t let my emotions break me,
I won’t allow this pain to destroy me,
All of my weakness lies on the surface,
Its like they are looking right trough me,
They no longer see a person.
I’ve wasted all of my energy trying to push down this torment,
Trying to hide tears that I know are just worthless,
Am I the only one that can feel myself fading?
Well no longer I will be here waiting,
Your acceptance is no longer necessary,
The visions that were once blurry are now past visionaries.
I’ve given up trying to make these people understand ,
that I am still only human,
I accepted the consequences of everything I’ve done,
I hurt you, you’ve hurt me, and vice a versa,
But no longer will I weep,
I believe im strong enough now to stand on my own two feet.
I'm no longer the child that use to sit alone and cry,
I can now focus on reality, I no longer fantasize,
All of us together happily?
That must have been a joke,
When I say how I feel I will no longer choke,
An independent intellectual I have become,
And I feel sorry for no one,
you’re the only victim to your ridiculous denial,
And im happy to have gone trough, what ive gone trough,
Cuz now I can say finally without rage,
That my papers will no longer be filled with your malignant hate.
Truth is I feel like now I can close the book,
For something that took to me years to finish,
And made me crumble up and wonder,
Will I ever win this?
Truth is I believe you are a liar,
A faker that no matter how honest I was,
It meant nothing to you until I fed you my blood.
Truth is you made my weakness your strength,
And took advantage of what was meant to be thanked.
Truth is im strong,
Truth is im smart,
Truth is im more cultured
Truth is im respected
Truth is im depended upon,
Truth is im able
Truth is im majestic
Truth is im beautiful
Truth is im not weak
Truth is im strong enough to speak
Truth is im im moving on
Truth is im done.
